Creative Constipation

It's been ages since I have written down something interesting, rather something at all. The title must've given out what's the exact problem. I have this Creative Constipation that won't let me write down things on my blog. A normal human would also call it 'Writer's Block', but let's keep it real, here on chaoticsoulzzz. … Continue reading Creative Constipation

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American Dream – Day 1 – A to Z April Challenge

A lot of Indians like Maya had the American dream of being a citizen of the greatest economy of the world. Maya’s American Dream was on the verge of being granted. She stood there at the grand central station wondering how long she’d come in life. Starting as a mere housekeeping staff of a hotel, … Continue reading American Dream – Day 1 – A to Z April Challenge

Understanding the human brain – Rant – 1

There have been many instances wherein I have given direct rather than subtle hints on the fact that I may need HELP. The question I have been asking myself is “When I realized, I need help, why did I expect someone to actually help me? Why couldn’t I help, myself?” The only logical reason behind … Continue reading Understanding the human brain – Rant – 1

Single BFF vs Married BFF

This one was long due, wasn't it? My best friend got married last year in November and it was one of the happiest day of my life. Why? She literally married the love of her life despite of all the lemons thrown at them by life. I was so proud of my girl whose life … Continue reading Single BFF vs Married BFF

Abandoned

She wore her new dress. She shaved herself - top to bottom. She wore an expensive perfume. She packed her bag. She looked at the final time at herself in the mirror and sent a text to him - 'It's 7. Where have you reached?' She waited for a text and sat on the bed. … Continue reading Abandoned

Valentine’s Day Gift Ideas

The day of love is just a few weeks away. Gifting on Valentine's is a ritual. Girls do put in a lot of thought into. It's time to share this post with your boyfriends, so that they know what girls want. I had given up on this day when I was 14, but I know, … Continue reading Valentine’s Day Gift Ideas

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Chapter 30 | It’s Over

Maya woke Deva up and asked, “Did we?” He smiled and said, “No babes, we didn’t. I am not into you that way, so chill.” Maya felt a weird relief. Deva said, “I am actually attracted to you but not in the sexual way, it is your intelligence that turns me on to know you … Continue reading Chapter 30 | It’s Over

Always the Fat Kid!

I am the fat kid from school, who used to sit on the first bench, but not academically intelligent. I was smart, but not intelligent. I liked subjects that were considered to be ‘okay-ish’ – English! Science, Maths and History, never inspired me. I used to love writing in school. I used to write diaries … Continue reading Always the Fat Kid!

Was it her fault, all along?

When the lights went off, The tears fell, she sulked, she cried It’s the flashback from the past, Why did he go? Was it her fault, all along? Why didn’t they ever teach her, how to live without them? He left the home one morning, to never come back. They all waited, she waited Trusting … Continue reading Was it her fault, all along?

Unspoken Words

Maya was scrolling down her social media page, when she heard a message beep ring. She looked at the small icon with the person's image popping on her screen. She was stunned. Excitedly, she replied to the 'Hey'. She couldn't believe that he would message, not in this lifetime. They started chatting. Maya always felt … Continue reading Unspoken Words

It Hurts

Loving you and knowing, you won’t, hurts Crying deep within, but a broad smile on the face, hurts Not being a part of the special day, hurts Wishing for your happiness, at the cost of my tears, hurts Looking into the wall to find you with the others, hurts More than a decade, but breaking … Continue reading It Hurts

A Myth: Best friend likes the bride’s choice of guy

Love and friendship are two things that can change your life for the good or worse. I love my best friend, but loving her partner is not on my agenda. This is the second post from the series ‘Best Friend vs Bride to be’. I have my own reasons to not like my best friend’s … Continue reading A Myth: Best friend likes the bride’s choice of guy

Best Friend vs Bride to be – 1

“A friend is the one with whom you share some really good memories, a best friend is the one with whom you have lived those memories.” My connection with my best friend ‘Lost Soul’ has been too long than a decade to be described in words. She and I have done some terrible things together … Continue reading Best Friend vs Bride to be – 1

Life Update

Last couple of months have been so challenging. Losing weight: I am trying to lose weight because my best friend is getting married by the end of the year and I want to look good in the pictures. Another reason to lose weight is that my cousin brother is getting married next year start and … Continue reading Life Update

Food Escapade: Goan

In the month of May, me and my best friend aka The Lost Soul decided that we will try different cuisines for the remaining of 2018. Why is it a big deal? We both are a great lover of comfort, hence deciding to eat something new or outside our comfort zone is a great deal. … Continue reading Food Escapade: Goan

Mysterious Girl

Everyday was different for Tanya. New hotel, New men and new name. Tanya, a top level escort lived in a posh locality of Mumbai and worked as a freelance escort. Her clients booked for her services in advance. Tanya received a notification on her phone with the details of her companion for the next two … Continue reading Mysterious Girl

Karma

To be honest, coping up with the A to z blog challenge and being on a vacation is a lot of hard work. I do feel sometimes that I should give up my challenge for the year but then some idea strucks me and I wrote about it. This year there is ABSOLUTELY no content … Continue reading Karma

Love Thyself

"Ahhh", moaned Shipra in pleasure. She was high on this lustful love. Sweat trembling down her two mounts, her hair messy. Biting her lower lips, she moaned again, "Ahhh". Her breathing became heavier and heavier and the room filled with her moans that covered the music going in the background. Small lusty moans were the … Continue reading Love Thyself

Joy and miseries

Joy was a jovial teen who loved life and enjoyed it to the fullest. She was 14 when she had a fight with her mother and she ran away from home. She had a few pennies with her that lasted for 2 days. She realized it was too late and she should return home after … Continue reading Joy and miseries