These words haunted her to the core. How can she? The reason she couldn’t forgive herself is because one part of her mind said she is at fault, but when she tried to look at the faults, the other side of her mind said, it wasn’t her fault at all.
Amidst all the chaos she had to write a novel. She promised herself, in 2020 she will start working on a novel. She laughed away and said, “I am unable to write a simple blog post, dreaming of a novel is too ambitious of me.”
She quietly walked towards her bed to lay down. For hours she was on her bed. She wasn’t asleep, she wasn’t thinking, she wasn’t using her phone. She was just there.